I couldnāt breathe. Iād tried to go under the wave but somehow it sucked me up into the churning whitewash. I tumbled and thrashed like I was locked inside a washing machine but hey, at least I had my surfboard with me šāāļø SNAP! Uh oh. There goes the boardā¦ I was taking surf lessons … Continue reading
Adyashatmypants is back, this time with her very own podcast… …with the provocative title of Sex, Money & Rage and a non-stop flow of bad jokes, weird puns and unconventional guests (like one of the highest paid sex workers in the world). Since weāre family (as well as the fact that she has the obviously enlightened spiritual … Continue reading
Storm crept a little closer to Kanoās food bowl, nippling at the scraps on the floor, taking her time. Kano watched her carefully without moving a muscle. Was this the day? Was Kano really going to let Storm (a tiny kitten) eat her food? She made it to Kanoās food bowl, sniffing around the edges … Continue reading
Back when I lived in Thailand, I found it impossible to stay motivated. Iād start out strong, setting million dollar goals, getting up at 5am and working all freaking dayā¦ ā¦for approximately 3 weeks. Then Iād hit a rock hard wall of stone. The motivation would vanish and Iād start sleeping in until 10, procrastinating … Continue reading
Itās like youāre in a constant fog. You can hear fineā¦ ā¦but you have trouble listening. You know what to sayā¦ ā¦but you canāt quite say it. Itās not fear thatās holding you backā¦ ā¦but rather that your body (and everything in it) is just frozen. Maybe it feels like youāre having one of those … Continue reading
So first things firstā¦ Rageheart is NOW accepting new members š„³ššš (for 4 days only) Sign up today to unleash the beast inside you without self-help bandaids like meditation, $49 Moleskine journals and airy-fairy gratitude lists: https://www.rageheart.co/go/ Now, about that bizarre subject lineā¦ Imagine youād never tried an inflatable butt plug (or hell, put anything … Continue reading
Back when I was living in Thailand, I dated a girl who regularly told me I was a rock. For the longest time, I thought it was a good thing š It meant I was strong, right? Calm. Solid. Reliable. Just like a rock šæ But that was only part of it. Think about it. … Continue reading
Back in 2018, I spent a night in a Thai hospital. Iād injured myself doing shoulder stands on the gymnastics rings at GoGym Chiang Mai. Iām sure it looked cool to all the people on the treadmills as they watchedā¦ ā¦but it also gave me a hernia š (A hernia is a tear in the … Continue reading
I was listening back to the Joint Magic rage inside Rageheart after I made it this morning. Breathing into my wrist and elbow joints while staying connected to my body. Simple enough. And yetā¦ About halfway through, something sparked up in my stomach. FEAR š± Iām not sure what I noticed first. The clenching in … Continue reading
Iād like to tell you a dirty little secret about my life today. You wanna know what it is? I never open my eyes. Thatās right. I live my life with my eyes shut. I cook my breakfast with my eyes shut. I write these emails with my eyes shut. Hell, I even go to … Continue reading